Missing What Never Was

I don't mean to be so distant
 I don't mean to ruin the life of the party
 But when I see you there
 I can't help but close my eyes
 And imagine what we could be if it was you and me
 But then I come back to reality
 To be honest I don't like what I see
 You're hand in hand and walking by like there's no care in the world
 If only you could see that I've been losing my mind over you
 I'm not the best at expressing how I feel
 But now I'm thinking maybe that's a good thing
 I'll save myself the embarassment of looking like a fool
 Chasing after you
 I never thought someone would be able to steal
 A part of my heart without even trying
 But now I see that it's not even real
 I'm missing what never was
 Our eyes meet from across the room
 And I smile awkwardly cause I know that you have no idea how I feel
 We've been friends for a while now
 You should be able to smile now
 Without taking my breath away
 You don't see me the way I see you
 It's obvious now
 It's clear that you can't see that I've been losing my mind over you
 I'm not the best at expressing how I feel
 But now I'm thinking maybe that's a good thing
 I'll save myself the embarassment of looking like a fool
 Chasing after you
 I never thought someone would be able to steal
 A part of my heart without even trying
 But now I see that it's not even real
 I'm missing what never was
 Missing what never was
 You and me will never be together
 It's you and her now
 And I have to be okay with it
 So I'll fake a smile and wish you well
 I wish you well
 I'm not the best at expressing how I feel
 But now I'm thinking maybe that's a good thing
 I'll save myself the embarassment of looking like a fool
 Chasing after you
 I never thought someone would be able to steal
 A part of my heart without even trying
 But now I see that it's not even real
 I'm missing what never was
 It's not even real
 I'm missing what never was