Bad To Myself

I'm done with the drinking
 Falling flat on my face, wasted
 But when you're on my good grace
 I just can't find my friends like I'm lost at the party
 
 I'm done with the boys who
 Keep causing me pain, poison
 When I carry the blame
 It's killing me thinking I'll die with nobody
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 Now it's all in the past
 No, I'm not going back
 Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire
 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
 Of being bad to myself
 Bad, bad to myself
 Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
 Of being bad to myself
 Bad, bad to myself, yeah
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 I'm done being selfish
 My hollow words, lying
 So that I can't be heard
 And I need a chance and a real conversation
 I'm done overthinking
 Every step that I take
 Was it the way that I hesitate?
 And I'm dying to feel some real stimulation, mm
 Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire
 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
 Of being bad to myself
 Bad, bad to myself
 Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
 Of being bad to myself
 Bad, bad to myself
 No demon in me that I can't fight
 Look in the mirror, this is my life
 Even through awful seasons
 Fighting for my new freedom
 No demon in me that I can't fake
 Look in the mirror, this is my life
 Even through awful seasons
 Fighting for my new freedom
 Oh, I'm throwing my tears in the fire
 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
 Of being bad to myself
 Bad, bad to myself
 Oh, I'm hanging one hand by the wire
 'Cause lately I'm so damn tired
 Of being bad to myself
 Bad, bad to myself, yeah