Jack In Da Box

I have lived my life inside a box with big blocks of rocks as walls covered with thorns
 I hurt all the time cuz I keep on hitting them
 No matter what I do, no matter where I go
 I bleed cuz like the seeds, they sow and grow my wounds' just like the trees
 And i'm scared! cuz i'm gonna get scarred again
 This ain't gonna end, cuz I haven't found the cure, I haven't found the medicine its just a motherfucking cycle
 As to a wheel of a bicycle
 Where pain is recycled to another situation
 Another inevitable frustration. and you know what?
 I only win by losing
 Giving in screaming, giving in crying
 So I stay in the middle away from the needles
 Still the box gets smaller and smaller
 Now I can hardly breathe
 Can someone save me before I close my eyes?
 Before I go to sleep?
 I'm mr. jack.
 I'm pretty fucked up cuz im locked and i'm trapped in this little box with little cells
 With ferris- wheels, coaster rides and carousels
 Im puny, im weak, i'm a freak
 But I appear to be strong cuz like you, I also have horns
 But do I look like a demon?
 Yes, cuz I am
 But I scare the other demons and even my own reflection
 Cuz what I see in the mirror is the terror of living in the pleasure of tolerated errors
 But I can't do anything im just a demon in a flock of so-called angels that are pretending to be clean angels,
 Angels go away! come again another day.
 Your little demon wants to play
 Sometimes I get to think that I don't belong here
 Ciz I deserve better than my pain and my fear, denials and pretensions, lies and accusations
 But nah, i'm wrong
 Cuz this is my home where i've always wanted to be where I am
 God damn! you gotta pay the price if you want freedom
 I'm mr. jack
 I'm pretty fucked up cuz im locked and i'm trapped in this little box with little cells
 With ferris- wheels, coaster rides and carousels
 I'm living in a world where's it fair to be unfair but unfair to be fair
 Angels, angels go away!
 Come again another day
 Your little demon wants to pla