Shell Full Of Sand

Take the rose that you left on the window sill
 Take it back, and bury it inside my brain
 And you left me to die not wanting to care
 About the life you shattered of mine
 So I won't fear
 The tears and the sweat and the blood
 From a shattered soul
 Tattered and beaten, I'm blind within the cold of the fold
 Lost between the cold of the fold
 I shed a tear about the distant memories
 Of things we shared, of things you said that we would be
 And now it's all just so false, but in the way of my life
 Living dreams through the times I've lost in the strife
 It's too much pain, too much pain, too much pain...
 Lost in the lies
 Sharing the pain
 Sharing the lies I hide
 Now I'll never stop caring about you
 And lies and the dreams of the hopes that were forged within you
 Want to know, want to feel, want to see love again
 To be a man once more, not a shell full of sand
 Just a shell full of sand
 Nothing much left of my soul
 If I could care once more
 I'd take it all back
 Just to have one more chance
 To fill in the cracks
 But it fades in between my life now
 Nothing much left of my soul
 Nothing left but the old