Sinking

Standing in the back of the line
 I feel the others try to push me down and keep it away from me
 Grabbing at the one thing that i know is mine
 Can't you see me with my head to the floor
 feel the recklessness of absolute desperation
 Valued Sentimental pieces of the life I thought I held in my hands
 Why do I always try
 To better what I am
 Can't I realize that I've always been sinking
 Failing everyday
 It only helps to aggravate
 The sickening feeling inside that won't go away
 Fall Down
 Pick yourself up and fall down
 Drip from my cup and fall down
 This is what its like to be me, me
 Can't you see what I see
 Why do I always try
 To better what I am
 Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?
 Why do I always try
 To better what I am
 Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?
 What I am is what I feel
 But what I feel is nothing real
 And what I know is all I want
 Is to be saved from this spot
 To be saved from this spot
 To be saved from this spot
 Why do I always try
 To better what I am
 Can't I realize that I've always been sinking