Body And Mind

I've been in the deep end since I realized
 There is a difference between body and mind
 I've been at my lowest for the longest time
 Knowing my existence is not one of a kind
 But I've had my deepest cries for now
 My heart's out, my guard's down
 Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
 My heart's out, my guard's down
 I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things
 Gettin' my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks
 I've been chasin' everythin' that makes me feel cold
 Practicin' self-love is somethin' I don't really know
 So I suppose
 I cannot live like this no more
 Fillin' a lifetime with remorse
 I'm closing up the void
 But I've had my deepest cries for now
 My heart's out, my guard's down
 Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
 My heart's out, my guard's down
 Been in the deep end since I realized
 There is a difference between body and mind
 If I could make it go quiet inside
 Get some rest for my weary eyes
 Tonight, I'm givin' my all for a remedy
 Grant myself serenity
 But if I don't leave it all behind
 But I've had my deepest cries for now
 My heart's out, my guard's down
 Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
 My heart's out, my guard's down