god has a sense of humor

When I was 13, a friend of mine died
 That's when I realized that we aren't here forever
 And I wonder what she saw when she got to the other side
 Was she pleasantly surprised? Were all her questions answered?
 'Cause I look up at the sky and I feel no comfort
 I look down at the ground and think
 Life's not right or wrong, it's just a little complicated
 There's no rhyme or reason 'cause it's only what you make it
 I could cry about it or just laugh until I choke
 God's got a sense of humor
 'Cause no one's good or bad, it's just we don't know what we're doin'
 The world's a scary place and we're all stuck here bein' human
 Guess it's kinda funny that there's things I'll never know
 God's got a sense of humor and I'm not in on the joke
 When I was 15, I didn't wanna cope
 Didn't wanna find hope, 'cause there's just so much pressure
 To try and be happy when you're out of control
 'Cause you're so vulnerable and the world's on fire
 And I look up at the sky and I feel no comfort
 I look down at the ground and think
 Life's not right or wrong, it's just a little complicated
 There's no rhyme or reason 'cause it's only what you make it
 I could cry about it or just laugh until I choke
 God's got a sense of humor
 'Cause no one's good or bad, it's just we don't know what we're doin'
 The world's a scary place and we're all stuck here bein' human
 Guess it's kinda funny that there's things I'll never know
 God's got a sense of humor and I'm not in on the joke
 Every time I get down on my knees and I pray
 I just end up feelin' more alone
 God, I need somethin' to believe in
 But the more that I try, the more that I don't
 Guess that's how it goes
 'Cause life's not right or wrong, it's just a little complicated
 There's no rhyme or reason 'cause it's only what you make it
 I could cry about it or just laugh until I choke
 God's got a sense of humor
 'Cause no one's good or bad, it's just we don't know what we're doin'
 The world's a scary place and we all suck at bein' human
 Guess it's kinda funny that there's things I'll never know
 God's got a sense of humor and I'm not in on the joke