All My Mistakes

I need God for the same mistakes
 'Cause they hurt me every day
 And I hate who I've become
 Someone tell me, was it wrong?
 I broke promises
 Ones I truly thought I could keep
 But the walls came crashing down
 I need time 'cause that's the only reason I'm alive
 And in my heart, I don't feel wrong
 But in this world I stand alone
 I wanna know why
 Couldn't I get a grip on my life
 I can't help but see my face and hope that I could change
 I wanted love but it ruined me
 So I fucked up somebody else
 And the cycle repeats itself
 I wish I coulda learned
 Not to break promises
 Ones I truly thought I could keep
 When the walls came crashing down
 I need time 'cause that's the only reason I'm alive
 And in my heart, I don't feel wrong
 But in this world I stand alone
 I wanna know why
 Couldn't I get a grip on my life
 I can't help but see my face and hope that I could change