The Way I Am

Growing up my father told me
 Son you know that boys don't cry
 Bottled up emotions
 Always tried to keep that shit inside
 Now I don't know how to feel 'em
 College when I met you
 Never seen someone so beautiful
 Told me that you love me
 But you need somebody vulnerable
 But I don't know how
 I'm sorry for the way that I am
 Got problems that I don't understand
 Every time you ask me
 Babe, you alright?
 Then I stop like a deer in the headlights
 Thinking that you'll just get mad
 I'm sorry for the way that I am
 Got issues that I don't understand
 So every time you ask me
 Babe, you alright?
 Then I stop like a deer in the headlights
 And I'm scared to love you like that
 So sorry for the way I am
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 The way I am
 The way I am
 So sorry for the way I am
 Don't expect, you to stay
 After all these things I do
 Wish I could take your hand
 Promise that I'll pull us through
 But it's all undone
 No I can't, take it back
 All the things I said before
 Moments come, watch them go
 Wish I said I love you more
 'Cause it's not enough
 I'm sorry for the way that I am
 Got problems that I don't understand
 Every time you ask me
 Babe, you alright?
 Then I stop like a deer in the headlights
 Thinking that you'll just get mad
 I'm sorry for the way that I am
 Got issues that I don't understand
 So every time you ask me
 Babe, you alright?
 Then I stop like a deer in the headlights
 And I'm scared to love you like that?
 So sorry for the way I am
 The way I am
 The way I am
 The way I am
 So sorry for the way I am