This Depression Thing

Pull the plug
 I'm just tired of this depression thing
 Pull the plug I'm just
 (Yeah)
 Feels like I just keep running away
 But get more problems
 Coming in so blinded
 Can never see my own topics
 Ma life's full of this pain
 And I ain't even gone stop it
 Not because I don't wanna
 But lately, feel like I'm dying
 It's just
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of it (umm)
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of it
 Yeah, got depressed at a young age
 I lost ma self in all ways
 I'm always panicking for long days
 I try to sleep ma body shakes
 Due to pressures of this old weights
 Always feel like I'm losing
 And I ain't loving ma self and
 Hide and seek is amusing
 But I ain't finding ma self
 The worries I keep inducing
 Just keep on numbing ma health
 The stories I keep on hearing
 Keep telling me I am dead
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of it (ummm)
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of it
 I'm tired of all this pain
 I'm tired of fake smiles
 I'm tired of all the stains
 Man I'm tired of all the lies
 I'm tired of all this weight
 I feel like whenever I'm happy
 Ma mind just goes the other way
 Feels like whenever I'm sad
 That's ma residing place
 Keep getting knocked off the tracks
 Can't even find ma strength
 Keep searching under the rugs
 So I can find ma way
 Can't seem to let go off the past
 Reliving all the days
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of it (ummm)
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of it
 Pull the plug I'm just tired of this depression thing
 Exhausting but ma mind has no off switch
 Implosive are ma thoughts different motive
 Listen closely and ma demons keep on rolling
 Always felt I'm defeated
 Ma demons they keep on preaching
 I said I'll lock ma heart
 But feels like they keep on preaching
 The stories and their division
 Let's have a round of applause
 Let's have a round of applause
 Cause I always keep getting lost
 I keep getting lost
 Why do I have no way
 And I'm tired of this depression
 This hole that I can't get out
 Is it now or is it never?
 Why do I have no way (no way)
 No way
 And I'm tired of this depression
 This whole that I can't get out
 Is it now or is it never?
 Why do I have no way
 And I'm tired of this depression
 This whole that I can't get out
 Is it now or is it never?
 Why do I have no way