Flames

I gotta run far
 I gotta run far from here
 I gotta carry on, yeah
 My heart beats in a fast speed
 And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks
 My heart beats in a fast speed
 And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks, so loudly, so clearly
 I'm 24 and I don't seem to know shit about myself
 So much fog in my head, working no end
 Some days I wake up and I'd rather be dead
 Sadly this is my reality, every day's a challenge
 Though I try to show the best of me
 My heart beats in a fast speed
 And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks
 I gotta carry on, I've suffered for too long
 I have to run far away from my past
 Oh, I gotta hold on to the faith that I have
 Maybe someday, I'll be proud what I've done
 I've been running through flames
 Running, running through flames
 My heart beats in a fast speed
 And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks
 I clench my teeth, I stamp my feet
 Beating myself up for feeling more than weak
 Dissociative behavior
 I'm a slave of my past and I hate it
 My heart beats in a fast speed
 And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks
 I gotta carry on, I've suffered for too long
 I have to run far away from yesterday
 I gotta hold on to the faith that I have
 Maybe someday, I'll be proud what I've done
 I've been running through flames
 Burning up, burning up, yo
 The flesh down to the bones
 But I'm still standing up
 Yeah, I'm still standing up
 Yeah, I'm still standing up
 I've learned so much but these days have been so hard
 I've made mistakes but they taught me how to grow
 I've been so hard on myself for far too long
 I'm still so young, so I gotta carry on
 So I gotta carry on
 Gotta hold on (gotta hold on)
 To the faith that I have (to the faith that I have)
 Maybe someday (maybe someday)
 I'll be proud what I've done
 I've been running through flames
 So I gotta carry on
 Carry on, carry on