Mad About Bars - S5-E8 Pt2

Go up the deep end
 I don't think you wanna give me a reason (The Voice)
 I've been trying not to go up the deep end
 I don't think you wanna give me a reason
 I've been trying not to go up the deep end
 See recent times
 Some of the sickest story telling rappers in the UK
 Came out Essex
 So I think it's about time
 We add my guy French to the list
 Look (skin deep in 'em)
 I weren't born in that trap, but I spent days in that shit
 Like me and Lloyd got no pay for that shit
 But all the olders got to pay for some bitch
 While I'm bunking off school, wasting days for a tick
 Like mumsy gave me everything
 And that's the truth
 But it's a shame that I never told her the truth
 I just didn't want to tell her that I'm turning into dad, shit
 Guess I got lucky that I didn't hit the pad, and
 All these voices in my head, I cannot understand
 I wanna be on another planet, another land
 Where I can start it all over and be a better man
 Shit, I think I'm dreaming again, I need another plan
 Like bitches, yeah they come, bitches yeah they go
 G, I got money in my head, money in my dome
 While I was running from the fed, running from the po'
 Never needed nobodies help, I done this on my own
 I've been trying not to go up the deep end (shit)
 Got to be honest I'm dealing with some stress
 Like
 'Cause I got family round me, but I just feel a mess
 Shit
 I think I need medication to give my life a test
 And give my soul elevation towards a brighter best
 Now I'm fucking dreaming again
 I can see blue skies and I'm breathing again, shit
 Missed calls let me reason with them
 Fuck it, I'ma call French I wanna leave this again, like
 That story is of a fiend, they get lost in that crack smoke
 Lost in that dream
 Came back next day looking for the P
 Then get loopy like psycho until their body leaves, like
 Real like that
 That's why I never took a pill like that
 'Cause I seen bodies getting killed like that
 My own brother nearly killed like that, shit
 It's real like that
 That's why I never took a pill like that
 'Cause I seen brothers getting killed like that
 My own brother nearly killed like that, French
 I've been trying not to go up the deep end
 I don't think you wanna give me a reason
 I've been trying not to go up the deep end