Hurts Like Hell

How can I say this without breaking?
 How can I say this without taking over?
 How can I put it down into words?
 When it's almost too much for my soul alone
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 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 And it hurts like hell
 Yeah, it hurts like hell
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 I don't want them to know the secrets
 I don't want them to know the way I loved you
 I don't think they'd understand it, no
 I don't think they would accept me, no
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 And it hurts like hell
 Yeah, it hurts like hell
 Dreams fight with machines
 Inside my head, like adversaries
 Come wrestle me free
 Clean from the war
 Your heart fits like a key
 Into the lock on the wall
 I turn it over, I turn it over
 But I can't escape
 I turn it over, I turn it over
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 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 I loved, and I loved and I lost you
 And it hurts like hell