Whole

So, maybe I am bound by fate
 A problematic scarring induced by hate
 It never seems to all pan out
 Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout?
 You seemed to have a bad effect
 Your rules and contradictions I would neglect
 Though, not my fault, you made me feel
 Like my own education wasn't truly real
 Then, you came right in tearing out my soul
 How could all this loss be your only goal?
 I'm left standing here desperate in the cold
 Since you took your life, mine has not been whole
 It has not been whole
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 So, there I stood, a scolded child
 The reasons never questioned
 My pain's been filed inside this place
 That makes me feel
 I learned life is unfair and that is very real
 Then, you came right in tearing out my soul
 How could all this loss be your only goal?
 I'm left standing here desperate in the cold
 Since you took your life, mine just has not been whole!
 My life is just not whole
 My life is just not whole
 (Perfect, perfect)
 While you try to overcome the lesson
 Making the most of those questions that just keep me guessing
 I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have
 Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad
 To rid yourself and stick me in that little pit
 Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit
 Then, I became the member that you hated most
 Disrespecting the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
 A small example of what the things you've done to me
 Have changed in my life, and changed the things that I can't be
 I'll never be
 Then, you came right in tearing out my soul
 How could all this loss be your only goal?
 I'm left standing here desperate in the cold
 Since you took your life, mine just has not been whole!
 My life is just not whole