I Used To Hate My Body But Now I Just Hate You

I met you in November for a weekend
 I loved you by December like a fool
 You left me for a friend over the summer
 I never had a chance to play it cool
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 I read all of the books you recommended
 I listened to your friend's band all the time
 You justify and say she ate my hunger
 For not feeling alright
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 I misread every warning as an answer
 To questions I was too afraid to know
 We touched upon a suicide like tourists
 You kissed me for an elevator audience
 Pack your things and go
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 When I'm lonely, I smoke until I know how to sleep
 So find me, the bath is running cold, but it's deep
 Finish what we started in a hotel with a view
 I used to hate my body, but now I just hate you
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 You call me while I'm backstage with a fever
 You tell me how I'm always on your mind
 I crush your paper back to the receiver
 I learned that trick from a cartoon kid
 It's always something I wanted to try
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 I heard you live at home now with your parents
 It doesn't satisfy me like it should
 I still see you as some kind of reassurance
 That someday I'll be understood
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 When I'm lonely, I smoke until I know how to sleep
 So find me, the bath is running cold, but it's deep
 Finish what we started in a hotel with a view
 I used to hate my body, but now I just hate you
 When I'm lonely, I smoke until I know how to sleep
 So find me, the bath is running cold, but it's deep
 Finish what we started in a hotel with a view
 I used to hate my body