Mesmerized Hero

No doubt you must be so proud
 Tears of joy and a chanting crowd
 They send their prayers with you
 And cremate you
 Ringing in my ears
 Ringing in my head
 My heart beats like my blaster
 Helps me dying faster
 Ringing in my ears
 Ringing in my head
 Please give me an answer
 What is it disaster
 It's ringing in my ears - ringing in my head
 O ho ho a mesmerized hero
 Filthy or saint who I'm I don't know
 O ho ho don't call me hero
 Filthy or saint who I'm I don't know
 How many times can you win this fight?
 How many times can you risk your life?
 Don't ever know if it's wrong or right
 Don't ever know if I want to be alive
 O ho ho a mesmerized hero
 Filthy or saint who I'm I don't know
 O ho ho don't call me hero
 Filthy or saint who I'm I don't know
 How many times can you win this fight?
 How many times can you risk your life?
 Don't ever know if it's wrong or right
 Don't ever know if I want to be alive
 Don't be blind - or be left behind
 They don't care - if you lose your mind
 I don't - trust in my eyes
 I'm in - a hell in disguise
 I'm not - the same anymore
 I don't - want to ignore
 I don't get what you say
 I don't live the lie you live
 I won't let you name me hero
 I won't live in the sky or down below
 I'm not your mesmerized hero
 I don't really care what you want me fighting for
 I'm not your mesmerized hero
 I will never let you try to fool me any more
 I won't be your mesmerized hero - I won't be your mesmerized hero