Soul Search Me

stalks are generated and
 they engrave
 their names upon the
 fields
 blasts of charismatic
 droplets anoint
 me through my dying...
 groping, seizing, tearing,
 grasping at
 the tail of sanity
 a thrust of uninvited
 rage combusts inside
 the gut, and here we have
 another day
 if only I'd pierced it with
 my hand
 or watched it burn into
 the ground
 a joyous blaze of life's end
 [chorus:]
 find me, keep me, lose me,
 weep me
 how the tears they do
 entertain
 it's nice to be reminded
 that I can
 still bring you pain
 satisfaction remains best
 without subtraction
 soul search me
 you're empty
 and as you try to liberate
 the world
 remember what I say
 "give and take's not how I
 live
 I fucking take, you'd
 better give"
 the barrier is gonna break
 cleanse the brains they've
 washed in your sink
 [repeat chorus]
 digging deep inside you'll
 find
 a box without any chains
 and with no locks
 come on, Pandora, open
 wide and
 release the entity
 concealed inside
 BAM!
 the bricks caress your face
 spread you thin across
 the ground
 the aches and pains
 convey my thoughts to
 yours
 you tried to find me out
 say Jack, what's a
 backstabber like you
 gonna do with one like
 me
 discomfort multiplied by
 ten, you writhe
 and twist again
 please have some pain
 the grain against which
 you rub is my terrain
 so take a giant step back
 'cause
 you've marched across my
 line
 and my gun works fine
 soul search me
 you're empty