Behind the Curtain

A morbid curiosity seized a being...
 It's a human who, not having lived enough
 Wanted to feel himself living, feel like it's finally starting
 It's not all to take care of your teeth...
 You need to know what you're worth in front of the mirror
 And this little creature decided to taste the fruit
 He prepared a toxic expedition
 Detailed it with passion
 Leaving would be easy, but how to come back to motion?
 I must call you, my faithful friend, you like men
 And dream of beyond the curtain
 And you will have to make my heart beat again
 But leave me there for a little while...
 The liquid is injected... the heart is going to cease
 I don't find myself being, but of emotions I'm aware
 My body breathed me in and seems to mock me, fair
 The light is identic, no surprises there
 I see myself, finally, my body, a glare
 Is body relevant? Is it flesh the ending?
 I'm not judged, nor even stuck
 It's just all that is there
 I see you, you are life
 And seem to get ready to take me back to land
 But why this big smile on your face such a grin?
 Why are you coming naked against my skin?
 Facing this life that steals from behind...