Apathy

Huh, look
 Every time we talk I don't a get a word in
 Like whatever I say it's just not important
 What's your going through is just more intense
 Compared to my own, you're a dollar, and I'm just a 10th of a cent
 You said just simply get out of my head
 Told you I questioned my worth, you said I'm nothing but dirt
 But baby that's how I came into this earth, I doubt me enough
 I'm not needing another, especially one who's fucking another
 A friend, is not what I want, it's not what I need
 Writing this song and you're still texting me
 Don't you see what I see? I don't need you to breathe
 I'm just fine on my own
 But thank you for all of the inspiration
 It really fueled me when we separated, cause I've grown
 But you did me dirty, so don't call me upset & shit
 I don't got time for relationships problems
 I said it, I meant that shit
 So please just respect that shit
 Find someone else who gon' keep it this honest
 Cause I told you baby, I just don't play that shit
 I just don't play that shit
 But you did me dirty, so don't call me upset & shit
 I don't got time for relationships problems
 I said it, I meant that shit
 So please just respect that shit
 Find someone else who gon' keep it this honest
 Cause I told you baby, I just don't play that shit
 I just don't play that shit
 Still you wanna try me
 A subtle reminder, to everybody who ever told me I couldn't
 Give me a reason I shouldn't, reach for the moon
 I told you, and you wouldn't believe me, but you see my views
 Not talking on numbers, I'm talking bout having an impact on others
 I'm finding my purpose to make the pain worth it
 To lift up the curtains that drape on my life
 Covered me up from the person inside
 Not anymore I refuse to just hide
 Or tell another persons life through the rhymes
 I've been writing, at 4 in morning
 No food in stomach and nothing for money inside the bank
 Working a job that I fucking hate
 Just capture a wage, that I give for my time
 Well not anymore imma spend it on mine