I Don't Know How to Love Him - From "Jesus Christ Superstar"

I don't know how to love him.
 What to do, how to move him.
 I've been changed, yes really changed.
 In these past few days, when I've seen myself,
 I seem like someone else.
 I don't know how to take this.
 I don't see why he moves me.
 He's a man. He's just a man.
 And I've had so many men before,
 In very many ways,
 He's just one more.
 Should I bring him down?
 Should I scream and shout?
 Should I speak of love,
 Let my feelings out?
 I never thought I'd come to this.
 What's it all about?
 Don't you think it's rather funny,
 I should be in this position.
 I'm the one who's always been
 So calm, so cool, no lover's fool,
 Running every show.
 He scares me so.
 I never thought I'd come to this.
 What's it all about?
 Yet, if he said he loved me,
 I'd be lost. I'd be frightened.
 I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
 I'd turn my head. I'd back away.
 I wouldn't want to know.
 He scares me so.
 I want him so.
 I love him so.