Loud

Hello
 Bro, What are you doing just get a job already
 Why do you even try
 I mean for real man
 Why do you even try
 Your dreams will never come true
 This is the story of a lonely kid
 Stuck in the thoughts of a lying world
 The world's thoughts pounding in his head
 It's hard for him to find
 Not take the reins and pull out the whip
 Show the world who he is and what he can do
 How can this be true
 What's wrong with you
 They always doubt him
 Not listening to his pleas
 It'd be nice to be free
 But the world's too loud
 Their opinions breaking through his mind
 Telling him not to be proud
 Cause he's got nothing to live up to
 You hear what they say
 The thoughts of the lies
 The words of the world become truth to his soul
 The pain of the girl that was a loud pounding deep inside
 He thought you were his
 Till you disappeared
 The loudness of the deafness of your lack of presence hurts his ears
 He can't hear anymore
 He must be deaf or maybe the silence is overbearing
 He can't see He can't hear
 The worlds too loud the worlds too dark
 His whole life feels out of control
 It's hard to know what he's supposed to do
 He needs an encouragement but the insults are too loud
 Blinding him of the future he was promised
 He would of succeeded except he heard you say it would never happen
 People saying he needs to forget his dream settle down and live the norm
 Not take these risks start a 401K get a job
 Find security and a wife
 Why live on the edge and risk it all is what he hears
 The world hates the way he thinks
 Why risk it all for some fairy tale
 You believe in God
 How can that be real
 Look at your life why would God let you fall so far
 You're wasting it all on some silly little dream
 If it's so good why are you so depressed
 Can't get a girl you live in a fairy tale where there is no princess
 I'm alone with all these voices and can't settle down
 Doubting my whole life and all I've learned
 Have I believed if a lie this whole time
 The worlds so loud I can't make up my mind
 Why don't you just give up right now
 Won't take much just give up
 I know this story is true because that kid is me
 I don't know what I believe
 I can't see past this fog in my mind
 Is it okay for me to question my life
 I believe what my parents do but is that right
 I need to find out for myself
 Just give me a break and give me some time
 I'm going to question my life till I find what I need
 Make my belief my own now a fragment of my childhood
 Find the truth hidden in this mess
 This loud world covering it up
 Studying the Bible but living in the world
 I feel so dirty where did I go wrong
 Maybe the day I listened to the voices that said I was worthless
 You're not loved
 You're hated
 Was the day the part of me that was life died
 I won't listen anymore
 It's too loud