drowning.

I think I lost my mind a while ago
 'Cause I've been seeing some ghosts
 And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine, but I lie
 Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
 I've seen you cry, but I've never seen you shout like a hurricane
 These shots don't ricochet
 Sight blurred, I'm walkin' dazed, girl, I'm fuckin' faded
 Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened
 Oh, I don't know my limits at all
 I'm sinking down into my thoughts, oh, my God
 But so what if I drank too much?
 This ain't love, it's just a firefight
 And even if it's not enough
 I'll say it once, I swear, I never lied
 But this is the last time
 This is the last time
 This is the last time
 This is the last time you'll ever bring me down
 But girl, you know I'm drownin'
 And I keep goin' down
 But I'll swear that I am not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
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 It's friendly fire and sunlight
 The aftermath of one too many words I've said
 When I should've said nothing at all, at all
 Uh, I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could've been
 You were never even really here
 But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters
 Right back where we started, but it don't get easier
 I am drowning in liquor, and apathy will be the death of me
 But so what if I drank too much?
 This ain't love, it's just a firefight
 And even if it's not enough
 I'll say it once, I swear, I never lied
 But this is the last time
 This is the last time
 This is the last time
 This is the last time you'll ever bring me-
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down (yeah!)
 Down
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down (yeah!)
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down, down
 Down, down, down
 (The last time, this is the last time)