Control

Stuck here inside
 A world inside my head
 A place where I think too much
 A place that no one can touch
 My god forsaken fear
 Although I don't pray enough I want to
 I want to thank you for the tears I've cried
 The love you gave to me
 I want to show you what I've kept inside
 That takes control of me
 Thoughts sometimes
 I was left behind
 Alone and all by myself
 Forced to look at myself
 I never will be real
 Things they say to me
 I want to thank you for the tears I've cried
 The love you gave to me
 I want to show you what I've kept inside
 That takes control of me
 Control of me (repeat)
 Not enough bottles to complete this grief I've held onto for so long
 An angry soul I reap onto the people have ever tried to do me wrong
 I want to thank you for the tears I've cried
 The love you gave to me
 I want to show you what I've kept inside
 That takes control of me