what's wrong with me?

Found me a boy who does everything right
 Knows me generously, calls me late in the night when I'm down
 Oh, I found me a man with an exquisite mind
 He's a world of bright color when he hears these songs and the sounds (sounds)
 But I don't wanna spend another moment
 Acting like it's everything when we kiss
 Tripping like I didn't know something's amiss in my heart
 Oh, I refer you to the gods, the heavens
 "Let me fall in love with this gentleman"
 Tell me why my mind keeps wandering to other guys
 What's wrong with me?
 What's wrong with me?
 What's wrong with me? Oh no, no, no
 What's wrong with me?
 Get you someone who tells you what you're worth
 Picks you up from the bottom and scrubs off the dirt with his hands
 Oh, found me a love that feels stable and safe
 But I'm starting to wonder if I need the chase of a man
 And I don't wanna spend another moment
 Lying to a boy who don't deserve it
 Telling empty words that I never meant in my life
 And I thought that this would be a sweet dream
 Tell me, was Monday reality?
 Boy, you did so good, it's all on me this time
 What's wrong with me? (what's wrong with me?)
 What's wrong with me?
 What's wrong with me? Oh no, no, no
 What's wrong with me?
 I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry
 You deserve better
 I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry
 You deserve better
 I'm so sorry