By My Own Hand

I've got to pick up the pieces by myself to reconcile
 Inner peace to seek, in my final hours
 In declination I've built these towering walls around me
 It's too late now, no turning back from the course that's been set
 My life is falling apart
 And I tried, I fought with fortitude
 The time has come to break free
 All by my own hand
 I can't decide, what's really right and what is wrong
 Can't see clearly, distracted by affliction
 Seeking shelter behind a shield of eternal rest
 Never again, no rules to follow, this is about free will
 My life is falling apart
 And I tried, I fought with fortitude
 The time has come to break free
 All by my own hand
 Nothing in my way
 Reaching for higher ground
 Oblivion of being
 There's a time for everyone
 I'm gone too far, beyond redemption
 And all is well that ends well
 I've got to pick up the pieces by myself to reconcile
 Inner peace to seek, in my final hours
 In declination I've built these towering walls around me
 It's too late now, no turning back from the course that's been set
 Nothing in my way
 Reaching for higher ground
 Oblivion of being
 There's a time for everyone
 All by my own hand