Time Is The Distance

It seems like I've been here one thousand times before
 One thousand times everyday and I still beg for more
 Not far from here I'll find myself
 But time is the distance from that feeling
 I can't take it these beatings I give to myself
 Have got to stop but I need your help
 My better half is the half that I hide
 And I'm trying hard not to let this go
 Your words are healing but they're burning me up inside
 I'd love to taste, I'd love to feel and share that life
 Here I am, I think I've said too much again
 You're too real and I can't take it
 Have we gone too far or maybe not far enough?
 So many walls in our way and it's not a surprise to m that this
 Right in front of me I see the rest of me, I see the rest of my life
 And so again I beg for that beating
 And when received I won't release, it's so healing
 Caged inside I hide myself from all life
 I've cried one thousand times I don't want to be alone again
 I want to know myself; I want to be your friend
 I think I'd die without that feeling once again
 I know I'd die without that feeling once again
 I'd die without that feeling once again
 I'd quit this all to have that feeling never end