Anxious and Worrying

Anxious and worrying,
 So you spend your whole life hurrying,
 For something better, than what you knew before
 And always knowing you are you
 And you are gonna even up the score
 Is that what you're always fightin' for?
 And it's a long way back-
 To a place once call home!
 You left your heart
 and its a long night out with nothing much to say
 and its the things you hold inside
 you will dream less of each night
 until you guess it never mattered anyway
 'cause we've all got hearts
 and they keep beating
 and they keep telling- telling us what we should say
 its hard to listen anyway
 but these days we are in tune
 the way we love the afternoon
 as it fades slowly to a restful night
 everything is magic until it becomes routine
 in your bedroom, on the road, or in the corners of your dreams
 and i sure hope we aren't just spinning our wheels
 whatever happens i think you should know I'm just glad it feels like anything at all
 So push me down
 I don't go down easy
 don't pick me up just to see me be the boy you know
 its just the distance between we and who we wish that we could be
 don't seem so far, i guess cause its so far ago