Best I Can

Been thinking about
 All those lies you heard me say
 I can't make them go away
 Been thinking about
 All those mistakes you've seen me make
 When I can barely hold on
 You promise you won't let me go
 And I want you to know
 I don't live a perfect life
 But God knows I'm trying the best I can
 And I have wasted so much time
 Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
 Now I'm living the best I can
 Been thinking about
 It's so hard to see what you see in me
 Would you lay it out for me?
 Been thinking about
 This isn't the way I thought it would be
 When I can barely hold on
 You promise you won't let me go
 And I want you to know
 I don't live a perfect life
 But God knows I'm trying the best I can
 And I have wasted so much time
 Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
 Now I'm living the best I can
 I'm breaking down and now I've found
 A reason to make it this time around
 No matter where I go I want you to know
 I know that I'm never alone
 I want you to know
 I don't live a perfect life
 But God knows I'm trying the best I can
 And I have wasted so much time
 Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
 Now I'm living the best I can
 No matter where I go I want you to know
 I'm living the best I can
 And I have wasted so much time
 Pretending I'm not lying about who I am
 Now I'm living the best I can