Narcissus

The day that I knew, I wasn't an artist
 Just another drunk who could play a guitar
 Brought it to light, how I say that I'm honest
 But I've never done a single thing from the heart
 But I can try to show you how I let you down
 Oh and it's harder, it's harder now
 To stay so up when I break you down
 Oh and it's my fault, my fault now
 I didn't plan to become narcissistic
 And never mean a single word that I said
 But I guess when I poison myself till I get sick
 It's hard to tell what's real and what's in my head
 But I can try to show you how I let you down
 Oh and it's harder, it's harder now
 To stay so up when I break you down
 Oh and it's my fault, my fault now
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 Wish I could fall apart, get up and start again
 It's hard to find a purpose, that I really believe in
 I've spent so long just wishing to myself
 Nothing wrong with our love, always leaves me
 But I can try to show you how I let you down
 Oh and it's harder, it's harder now
 To stay so up when I break you down
 Oh and it's my fault, my fault now