Holy

I was a liar
 I'll never be holy in your eyes
 But you'll never be either
 Cause I know that underneath your smile
 Hide the nights that you regret
 And the days you can't forget
 Cause you know me
 And we'll never be holy
 I been keeping to myself
 And looking back over my shoulder
 Trying to live my life just like somebody else
 And forget all the empty words I told you
 And unless these demons follow me home
 It's easy to bury the guilt on my own
 Now my fears will finally swallow me whole
 Cause I wasn't honest
 And I didn't want it to end like that
 I was a liar
 I'll never be holy in your eyes
 But you'll never be either
 Cause I know that underneath your smile
 Hide the nights that you regret
 And the days you can't forget
 Cause you know me
 And we'll never be holy
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 It's a sickness I can't seem to shake
 Until I wake up alone and ashamed
 Or a tie that I'm too scared to break
 In case I'm drunk and I need you again
 I was never the one
 I was always just easy
 And you were only enough to follow through
 Maybe when you're alone
 And you look in the mirror
 You can feel in love as I do
 Just unless these demons follow you home
 It's easy to bury the guilt on your own
 Now your fears will finally swallow you whole
 But I wasn't honest
 And you never wanted to end like that
 I was a liar
 I'll never be holy in your eyes
 But you'll never be either
 Cause I know that underneath your smile
 Hide the nights that you regret
 And the days you can't forget
 Cause you know me
 And we'll never be holy
 And we'll never be holy
 No we'll never be holy
 Cause the nights that you regret
 And the days you can't forget
 Leave you lonely
 And we'll never be holy
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 I'll always be a mess if I keep living this way
 Despite all of my flaws I still hope you're okay
 I don't know if I can honestly say
 That it's getting better
 But at least together
 We were holy