Already Numb

If you're gonna leave, leave as fast as you came
 Your gravity is quick to put me in my place
 Learning how to let it not affect
 Burning through me like a cigarette
 The further we grow, the stronger your hold
 Separate my skin from every bone
 I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close
 You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay
 Wish I could erase you from my brain
 You make it so hard to feel love
 When I'm already numb
 You don't wanna leave, tie your string 'round my wrist
 You can pull the ends, guide me how you see fit
 Learning how to make a fool of me
 Always seem to wanna ruin it
 The further we grow, the stronger your hold
 I couldn't stop your exit
 I never felt so desperate
 The ghosts I see consistently
 Leave as fast as you came
 Separate my skin from every bone
 I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close
 You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay
 Wish I could erase you from my brain
 You make it so hard to feel love
 When I'm already numb
 
 If you reap what you sow
 Twist that knife in me slow
 I'll bleed out on the floor
 If you can close that open door
 If you reap what you sow
 Twist that knife in me slow
 I'll bleed out on the floor
 It's better I feel nothing
 Separate my skin from every bone
 I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close
 You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay
 Wish I could erase you from my brain
 You make it so hard to feel love
 When I'm already numb
 I'm already numb