When It Comes My Turn

I'm getting old but I'm not old yet
 I'm already worried that I might forget
 How to laugh, how to love
 How to live, how to learn
 I want to die with a smile when it comes my turn
 I don't want to get weary, don't want to get bored
 Don't want to get tired, walking down this road
 I've seen that happen so many times
 I just want to believe that its still worth trying
 But I know that it's easier said than done
 And I ain't that different from anyone
 I worry about my money, got bills that I can't pay
 I swear I'm more like my father everyday
 Maybe I'll start bowling, maybe I'll play bridge
 Maybe I'll join a band with my own grandkids
 I don't care if it kills me I'm gonna do what it takes
 To keep some warmth in my heart and a smile on my face