(I'm Gonna Start) Living Again If It Kills Me

It's time I got up and out of this 5th floor prison
 And went and did something else
 I've been sick of everything for so long
 That now I'm even sick of myself
 I'm going to call up some old friends I used to know
 Although they never come around much now
 But I can't blame them who wants to listen to
 Me talk about you for hours
 I'm going to start living again if it kills me
 If it's the very last thing I do
 I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure
 And purge myself from you
 I blew the dust of my little black book and called Sonya
 Cause she was always good for a smile
 But when I whispered sweet nothings into her phone
 They meant sweet nothing to her
 Then I tried Sally & Sue with nothing better to do
 But they were turning tricks out at Disneyworld
 In desperation I called Mona
 But her mom said she was out with her girls
 I'm going to start living again if it kills me
 If it's the very last thing I do
 I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure
 And purge myself from you
 Sunday or Monday, I can't remember
 I never know what day it is
 Tuesday, Wednesday all I have are
 Blue days run in to each other
 I'm going to start living again if it kills me
 If it's the very last thing I do
 I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure
 And purge myself from you
 I'm going to start living again if it kills me
 If it's the very last thing I do
 I'm going to make a splash and that's so sure
 And purge myself from you
 I'm going to start living again if it kills me
 If it's the very last thing I do