Hide from the sun

I'm playing hide and seek
 With my shadow
 The game I dread the most
 Has just begun
 Maybe I win if it rains tomorrow
 But until then I will hide from the sun
 I will hide from the sun
 I will hide from the sun
 I will hide from the sun
 I will hide from the sun
 Why do I keep walking away from myself
 So much in life that I don't understand
 Maybe I've lived my life for someone else
 Am I a fool for being what I can?
 For being what I can
 For being what I can
 For being what I can
 For being what I can
 Blind through obedience ask you so many souls
 I was a slave a slave and I'd thrown out what's real
 No one ever escapes from a black hole
 And they all said that I was crazy
 [I have consumed myself to deathUntil there was nothing left to buyAnybody ever care how I feltWhen I said I did not wanna die?]
 I've consumed myself to death
 Until I had no tears to cry
 Anybody ever care how I felt
 When I had to learn how to lie?
 When I had to learn how to fly
 When I had to learn how to die
 How to lie
 How to fly
 How to die
 I've consumed myself to death
 Until I had no tears to cry
 Anybody ever care how I felt
 When I had to learn how to lie?
 I've consumed myself to death
 Until I had no tears to cry
 Anybody ever care how I felt
 When I had to learn how to die?