Survivor's Guilt

She's waitin / for somethin' to believe in / and it starts
 with her teeth / as they're shinin / he's still dyin'
 on his crutch / and he can't get relief 'cause he's
 waitin'
 to break with the dark and turn it into clouds but I'm
 healin'
 this brick wall's a little bit louder and
 Failin'
 He hurts though he says he don't want it to
 and beaten
 and he says
 "I'm bitter, I'm bittersweet built. I'm torn up with
 survivor's guilt / I'm bitter and yet worst of all is I
 can tell / you don't know me at all"
 "I'm bitter, I'm bittersweet built. I'm torn up with
 survivor's guilt / I'm bitter and yet worst of all is I
 can tell / you don't know me at all"
 He's dyin / she's tryin' / but I'm open / if it gets him
 relief / time is flyin' / but here I am / like a crutch
 on the wrong side of grief cuz I'm
 waitin'
 to break with the dark and turn it into light but I'm
 Healin'
 this brick wall's a little bit louder and
 Failin'
 I hurt and I don't fuckin' want it to
 I'm beaten
 and we say
 "We're bitter, We're bittersweet built. We're torn up with
 survivor's guilt / We're bitter and yet worst of all is
 I can tell you don't know me at all
 and I can tell you don't know me at all
 and I can tell you don't know me at all
 I can tell you don't know me at all."