Two Months' Salary

Today I'm gray with thought
 My usual self caught
 By unprovoked fear.
 It's so hazy
 whether or not I'm crazy
 or finally in love.
 Think back
 to the vision
 or maybe the moment
 when you first noticed
 I'd fallen in love.
 Did you notice if my hands were shaking?
 Did you notice if my feet were shifting?
 I'm pretty sure it was love at first
 sight...
 I'm pretty sure I finally got this
 right.
 Today I'm resting my head
 I fear what I've said
 regarding unprovoked fear.
 It's so insane
 for me to complain
 when you're nearly perfection.
 Think back
 to the day
 or maybe the second
 when you first beckoned
 my kiss to your mouth
 Did you notice if my eyes were open?
 Did you see any promises broken?
 I'm pretty sure it was love that first
 night...
 I'm pretty sure I finally got this
 right.
 I'm just burning away
 in these thoughts today
 and something tells me
 I might just turn away
 Did you notice if my fingers were
 crossed?
 Did you notice my emotions were lost?
 I'm pretty sure that it's love in my
 sight...
 I'm pretty sure I finally got this
 right.