Resignation

I don't care.
 I don't care what or who I've become.
 I don't know.
 I don't know how you think I should feel...
 now...
 It's fine.
 I know this is the life I chose for you.
 I know the way you make me feel
 is all I should need.
 I guess it makes up for everything
 just knowing you are okay.
 That's all I need.
 I don't care.
 I don't care how this happened to me.
 I don't mind.
 I don't mind this place I happen to be...
 now...
 It's fine.
 I know this is the life I chose for you.
 To know you're well, that's all I need.
 It's true. It's true.
 My mind doesn't need to wander.
 My heart doesn't need to race anymore.
 I can't remember what I lost now;
 ever since I got this ring, somehow,
 it's faded out and muted down...
 I never think to look around.
 It used to matter, now it can't.
 I stay so calm. I used to rant
 about starvation in my soul,
 and now it's just an empty hole.
 I don't care.
 I don't care how much love's costing me.
 I don't feel.
 I don't feel like someone other than me...
 now...
 It's fine.
 I know this is the life I chose for you.
 It's love. It's pure.
 That's all there is to know.
 It's true.
 I no longer want for anything.
 Nothing makes sense beyond you.
 You're all I need.