Beyond Description

Beyond description without encryption.
 My only depiction reads like fiction,
 or bad television,
 but my best revision
 describes this as pure fission.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond comprehension or even mention,
 this is obsession - a complete extension
 of my attention to perfect retention
 of elevated sexual heaven.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 I barely manage.
 I barely manage.
 Beyond possibility. Barely real to me.
 I'm so guilty of shedding misery
 and taking everything; running endlessly
 from what was surely meant to be.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.
 Beyond language, I barely manage to understand this.