Self Destruct

Have I lost my mind I'm suffocating,
 it's killing me and I can't face it
 Will I ever learn enough is enough
 I count these scars and wonder what have I become
 Looking at me, now tell me what do you see
 Feel like I lost control, but I won't let you see through me
 I let you get too close, I don't care how hard I try
 These walls are caving in and you're not getting out alive
 These scars are tearing me apart and I can't hide what I've become inside
 Cause I've got an appetite for sin, I'm self destructing
 And I wanna take another hit, but I'm drowning, drowning
 Strip me of everything on the surface I've become so artificial
 I just wanna feel something real, can you blame me
 Somebody save me from myself
 'Cause you were drowned out like the ocean waves
 and now you're drifting away
 Turn me inside out so that I can see what's become of me
 I'm drowning in the waves and I can't take the weight
 This is the start of the end, the bitter taste of regret
 The wolves are at my door waiting to come inside
 I sold my soul and now I'm losing my mind
 I'm losing my mind,
 I lost myself
 This isn't what I'm meant to be
 who's gonna save me now
 I lost myself
 This isn't what I'm meant to be,
 No, no
 Strip me of everything on the surface,
 I've become so artificial
 I just wanna feel something real, can you blame me
 Somebody save me from myself
 'Cause you were drowned out like the ocean waves
 And now you're drifting away
 Turn me inside out so that I can see what's become of me
 I've got an appetite for sin
 I'll self-destruct until there's nothing left