Messy

You're doing this on purpose
 Giving me a glimpse of your life through a filter
 Drinking champagne, alibis, middle fingers
 I don't even wanna know
 So, I just leave it all alone
 But how did it get this way between us?
 Maybe that's why I didn't wanna believe it
 Hiding between the lines
 Until I saw with my own eyes
 It feels like we are lost again
 So full of mixed emotions
 When do we let this die
 When did the spark leave both of our eyes
 How did it get so messy, messy?
 I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you
 And it all falls down before our eyes
 Messy, messy
 Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here
 If this is heaven
 I don't wanna know what hell is like
 When did it start, and where does it end
 Did we build castles just to play pretend?
 You slept in my bed, you left me on read
 Your love was so cold that I could see my own breath
 I know I got issues, and you've got your games
 I'm tryin' to track you down, but I'm just running in place
 Chasing something that can never be mine
 I can't win when you're moving the finish line
 It feels like we are lost again
 So full of mixed emotions
 When do we let this die
 When did the spark leave both of our eyes
 How did it get so messy, messy?
 I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you
 And it all falls down before our eyes
 Messy, messy
 Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here
 If this is heaven
 I don't wanna know what hell is like
 If only I could turn back time
 Go back to where it all began
 Before everything we did turned into fighting
 We used to tolerate it
 We became what we hated
 Ignoring all the signs
 So we don't have to compromise
 How did it get so messy?
 How did it get here?
 How did it get so messy, messy?
 Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here
 If this is heaven
 I don't wanna know what hell is like
 How did it get so messy, messy?
 I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you
 How did it get so messy, messy?
 I don't wanna know what hell is like
 How did it get so messy?