Happy Face

Lex Nour
 Why are you feeling this way?
 I wish that I could take away your pain
 Why are you feeling this way?
 I told you everything will be okay
 Only time I see you smiles for the pictures that you pose in
 Smiley face emojis in the caption when you post it
 Hoping that your family and your friends will never notice
 But I notice you've been putting on this act, come on, we both know it
 Why do conversations have to turn so vicious?
 Why does getting close to you is when you feel most distant
 How come when I try and talk, you say I just don't listen?
 But when I stop, now you're mad that I don't have an opinion, come on
 I'm at a cross-roads
 I'm tryna see it if from both ways like when you cross roads
 You say you lost hope, fell inside that hole, and so I threw you a rope
 You ain't grab it, so I took it, and I left you alone
 I can't help, but feeling mad when you just push me away
 I can't help, but feeling mad when you can't look me in the face
 And you just disregard the things that I was tryna tell you
 Hell, you'll never know what that just took me to say
 I gave you every chance to try and make a change
 But no matter what I do, it's just gon' stay the same
 Maybe I'm the problem, should we take a break?
 I still don't know what happened, that's why I keep on asking
 Why are you feeling this way?
 I wish that I could take away your pain
 Why are you feeling this way?
 I told you everything will be okay
 Of course, I post pictures of me smiling and laughing
 Happy face caption
 Hoping if I portray the life that I wanted
 Maybe one day, I'll wake up, and it actually happens
 But for now, I guess it's back to the acting
 You're the only person I could ever be myself around
 I don't need you tryna be my savior, that ain't helping now
 If I'm walking on the edge, please, don't try and help me down
 Just stay close until I find myself a healthy ground
 I don't need solutions, I need comfort
 Pointing out the problems tryna solve it makes the cuts hurt
 Sometimes life sucks, and sometimes love hurts
 And telling me that everything's okay just makes it much worse
 It should be okay to not be okay
 'Cause dealing with these feelings really taught me some things
 And I know you think it's not gonna change
 But I'd rather you walk with me than be walking away
 Why are you feeling this way?
 I wish that I could take away your pain
 Why are you feeling this way?
 I told you everything will be okay