Eve Of Salvation

the hinderance of thought
 and dashed hopes of repute
 hanging compulsion
 leaves a grievous view
 a malignant outlock
 grows darker everyday
 another consumption of pain
 another leaven of dismay
 glutton for relief
 disorderly you find
 perishment is choice
 than a wretched life
 insufferable intake
 ejected from fortune
 harbor one last dream
 conclude your existance
 abuse the essence
 that's sordid from pain
 relinquish the mind
 that bellows with shame
 accomplish your dream
 indulge the demise
 detect your salvation
 by your unhinged mind