Numb The Pain

I know we grew up a little too fast
 I miss the days that we'd chill and relax
 Where did the time go? It all passed
 Now I need to go back
 I had no worries, but always have plans
 Only thing I did was take out the trash
 Now it's much harder to laugh
 Hard to get up and then work on my craft (yeah)
 I need inspiration, don't need no validation
 No more medication, should try some meditating
 I don't need you to save me, feel like all of you hate me
 Everything's been so hard with all the situations lately
 I just need to numb the pain for a minute
 I just wanna run away a vacation
 I don't know what else to say
 Now I just need to numb the pain
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 Oh, I just wanna numb the pain
 (Oh) I just wanna run away
 I don't know what else to say
 Now I just need to numb the pain
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 (I just need to numb the pain)
 Well maybe I'm done, maybe I've lost
 Still putting up a fight because
 I love my mom, I love my family
 When I was young, they would all look after me
 I don't know why, but I feel like a burden
 I spend my life overthinking my purpose
 Can't really cry, I'm so used to the hurting
 Trauma creeps up on me at the wrong moments
 Oh, I just wanna numb the pain for a minute
 I just wanna run away a vacation
 I don't know what else to say
 Now I just need to numb the pain
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 I just need to numb the pain
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 I just need to numb the pain for a minute
 I just wanna run away a vacation
 I don't know what else to say
 Now I just need to numb the pain