The Funeral, Pt. II: She Was an Angel

Hold me close, don't let go
 Let's take this nice and slow
 We've got time on our side
 I am yours and you are mine
 I have never been so distracted; I was with you
 'Cause your eyes were like the ocean, hazy and full of blue
 I can't find you, I can't find you
 Our forever? We were never
 Feeling heavy and full of sadness
 Pushing forward in spite of the madness
 Eulogies are hard for me
 I wish they could hear me say
 "I loved the way you'd speak to me
 You cut straight through the apathy
 And all my insecurity"
 But all I have are memories
 The evidence of you and me
 I miss the silence of your lips against my face
 Your voice still haunts me and I don't want to escape
 I am drowning here in my shame and disgrace
 Somebody tell me this will all turn out okay
 I told myself for days, but nothing ever changed
 This is the best I can do
 I'm a shell of a man without you