Bad Ideas

Maybe I need an exit, maybe this is my chance
 The world is quiet and empty; I'm missing more than romance
 I feel the warmth of your embrace, but I'm still freezing
 I'm covered head to toe in gauze, but I'm still bleeding
 Nobody loves me, nobody loves me
 I'm calling out to you, you don't believe me
 Nobody sees me, nobody hears me
 It's getting dark outside and I can't speak
 I've needed this forever
 And wanted this for years
 Ever since I could remember
 This would calm my greatest fears
 I'm cynical and desperate
 Lost with no way home
 It's more than wish fulfillment
 It's water for my soul
 Maybe you're just busy
 And maybe you don't want me
 If this is how the story goes
 Your memory will haunt me
 Say my name, say my name
 I love you all, I'm glad you came
 Wish me well, wish me well
 Maybe I'll see you in heaven
 Nobody loves me, nobody loves me
 Trees are born when buried acorns die
 So what happens if I'm still alive?