Under Grass and Clover

Flashback from the night before
 Or was it the other day? I couldn't say
 It's all coming in pieces
 But before you know they just fade away
 Goddamn! What did you hear, what'd I do?
 Where did I go and how'd I get there?
 I know I'm too far gone
 A deadbeat, a travesty, so what's my next strategy?
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 Fuck me, there's blood on my hands
 That's nothing new but now they're shaking too
 Everything's soaked in sweat
 Here comes the 'forgive and forget'
 Who should I forgive? Forget the plan
 I really don't give a damn
 I just need my fix, I'm dying
 So break out the bottle and stop crying
 And the calm washes over
 My soul drying my tears
 Under the grass and clover
 A new sense of hope appears
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 (Choking!) breathing exhaust
 Hard to keep an even keel
 (Shot!) boiling mercury
 It burns so bad yet I can't feel
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 (Choking!) breathing exhaust
 Hard to keep an even keel
 (Sweating!) boiling mercury
 It burns so bad yet I can't feel
 (Walking!) in a mine field
 Tired of keeping my eyes peeled
 (Shot!) to hell and fried
 No heaven, evermore denied
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 And the calm washes over
 My soul drying my tears
 Under the grass and clover
 A new sense of hope appears