All Twisted

When the damage is done
 And the words have been spoken.
 I'm flat on the floor
 Left alone and broken.
 Kill the bottle,
 Beat the booze to the punch.
 Kick the mirror in pieces,
 Grab one, break a bunch.
 How did I get there?
 Once again in a nightmare
 Singing myain.
 It's my fate,
 Was that my life?
 I just saw flash before my eyes.
 Saw a lot of smiles,
 Felt tears of joy.
 Oh the hope,
 All the life for me to destroy.
 Going up, going down, in a hole so small.
 A rise followed by
 A free motherfucking fall.
 I'm living with things all twisted,
 Breathing in life I resisted.
 This was my fate, this is the world
 Where I belong.
 How did I get there?
 Once again in a nightmare
 Singing myain.
 It's my fate,
 Was that my life?
 I just saw flash before my eyes.
 Don't know how long I've been gone.
 Nor do I recall things I've done.
 It just feels so wrong.
 It seems too good that I was always
 Just misunderstood.
 I'm living with now gone,
 Dismissed, forgotten faces.
 Once existed, laughing at my Pride and singing my song.
 I'm alive with things all twisted,
 Breathing in life I resisted.
 This was my fate, this is the world where I belong.
 I'm living with now gone,
 Dismissed, forgotten faces.
 Once existed, just laughing at my Hate and singing my song.
 I'm alive with things all twisted,
 Breathing in life I resisted.
 This was my fate, this is the world where I belong.
 All twisted was my life is that so wrong?