Hard to Believe

I'm kissing everything that moves
 I'm kissing anything that takes me far away from you
 But I would rather eat than starve
 I would rather kiss you hard
 It's not right, it's not right, it's not right to even think about
 I find it hard to believe in
 I'm wide awake, he's asleep and
 I can't accept that you're leaving
 I can't pretend that I need it
 Each night I fall to the feeling
 I pray you don't really mean it
 Bright light you finally see it
 I find it hard to believe in
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 'Cause I could never get in
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 And I could never get back
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 I know you like the way it sounds aloud
 To profess from the depths of one so complicated mind
 Can't get right
 One more last time
 Tomorrow is coming, it's always so ugly
 Tomorrow is coming, I know you don't love me
 I find it hard to believe in
 I'm wide awake, he's asleep and
 I can't accept that you're leaving
 I can't pretend that I need it
 Each night I fall to the feeling
 I pray you don't really mean it
 Bright light you finally see it
 I find it hard to believe in
 All the proof, fake window to your room
 Forfeiting everything that's left behind of you
 Against my will to choose
 Your parent's house I knew it
 Give me everything that's left behind of you
 I'm kissing
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 I find it hard to believe in
 I'm wide awake, he's asleep and
 I can't accept that you're leaving
 I can't pretend that I need it
 Each night I fall to the feeling
 I pray you don't really mean it
 Bright light you finally see it
 I find it hard to believe in