Slow Motion

I wish that I could hate you, my baby
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 The colors are fading out
 Is it quiet where you're sleeping?
 Your records, my empty house
 I wish I knew what you were feeling
 Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride (pride)
 Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
 You're all that I think about
 I even see you when I'm dreaming
 I wish that I could hate you, my baby
 I wish that when I left, you'd've chased me
 I didn't wanna change, but you made me
 Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy
 Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
 I made believe that you cared when you touched me
 I know I'll be movin' on in slow motion
 I've never been good with words
 But you didn't try to listen
 Could call, but I won't be the first
 To remind you what you're missin'
 Fighting every instinct while you hold your pride (pride)
 Back to the beginning, it swallows my mind
 You never learned how to hurt
 But I didn't try to fix it
 I wish that I could hate you, my baby
 I wish that when I left, you'd've chased me
 I didn't wanna change, but you made me
 Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy
 Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
 I made believe that you cared when you touched me
 I know I'll be movin' on in slow motion
 (I wish that I could hate you, my baby)
 
 I need you more when you're not around, not around
 Maybe I crave the way you let me down, let me down
 I think I want you more than I need ya
 Avoid the places I see ya
 Killing me slow, killing me slowly
 I wish that I could hate you, my baby
 I wish that when I left, you'd've chased me
 I didn't wanna change, but you made me
 Now you're telling all your friends that I'm crazy
 Hard to believe that you ever really loved me
 I made believe that you cared when you touched me
 I know I'll be movin' on in slow motion