Play God

New York, it don't feel the same without you
 'Cause everything's a different shade of blue
 Waiting for the train in Penn Station
 Hoping that I might fall into you
 I keep holding on to something expired
 Said I love you forever and I'm not a liar, hmm
 But I can't play God with you in bed
 I tried to make you stay a thousand times
 So I try to find you in different guys
 But they ain't you, they ain't you
 I can't play God with you and I
 How can I be mad when you ain't mine?
 So I try to find you in different guys
 But they ain't you, I wish it was you
 I got a message saved and I might send it
 But I don't think that I'm brave enough
 So I'll save it my notes and I'll pretend that
 I'll show it to you when we're meeting up, hmm-hmm, hmm
 I keep holding on to something expired
 Hmm, hmm-hmm, hmm-hmm
 You're running through my mind and now I'm too tired, hmm-hmm
 But I can't play God with you in bed
 I tried to make you stay a thousand times
 So I try to find you in different guys
 But they ain't you, they ain't you
 I can't play God with you and I
 How can I be mad when you ain't mine?
 So I try to find you in different guys
 But they ain't you, I wish it was you
 I'm scared that I'll never feel those feelings again
 'Cause I can't play God with you and I
 I tried to make you stay a thousand times
 So I try to find you in different guys
 But they ain't you, I wish it was you